Post by simpleape on Aug 18, 2021 7:48:48 GMT
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Basic Information:
Full Name(s): Aurolonis Phoenixwalker Burner
Nickname/Aliases: Auro / Crimson / Crimsonlove
Species: Sin'Dorei
Gender: Female
Age: Roughly 400
Date of Birth: Spring
Appearance:
Hair: Red
Skin: White
Eyes: Gold
Height: 5'11"
Weight: "Don't ask me, but I am light."
Minor Features: Pointy ears, extremely long eyebrows.
Psychology & Health:
Mental State: "I am... heart broken."
Alignment: Chaotic Good
Positive Traits: Loyal, caring, faithful.
Negative Traits: Extremely stubborn.
A journal with various notes written in Common about people Aurolonis has met, and events within their time in the multiverse. Along with several entries from before arriving here.
"My name is at the time of writing is, Aurolonis Crimsonlove. Born Aurolonis Phoenixwalker, I am the first daughter to my mother Zyasendra, and my father Vy'theas. They have two children, myself and my younger sister Raline. Raline and myself have not spoken in some years for various reasons that I will not detail in this journal for now. Despite everything, I deeply love you and miss you, I hope if I have passed, we have grown close once more. If not, I love you, and I am sorry for everything, my beloved sister."
"Crimsonlove is the surname of my now deceased husband. Long before his death, we brought upon this world four beautiful children. Three boys and one daughter. My twin boys are... Gone, passed with their father when our nation was attacked. Nothing seems to fill the void in my heart with their passing. I admittedly, can not look at my remaining children the same. Their precious faces bring me to tears with all the memories that rush to the surface. I wish I had died instead."
"I had stopped writing here for a long time, as I imagine I will do again. My daughter had a daughter of her own, for the first time in who knows how long, I smiled and wept out of joy, not sorrow. My granddaughter's name is Alamnia. I hope I can be there for her, but... I know this likely won't be the case with my mental state. I am more likely to drink myself to death or die in a battle."
"At the time of writing, it has been yet again, a long time since writing here. I have awoken in a strange land, one not of my world. I am writing this several days after understanding my situation. I believe it to be the first of June(?). It is truly unknown to me. I have met a few people, and other races. Many are normal, some are unhinged and violent. Nothing I'm not used to. I've made a few 'friends', I suppose, with the humans around here. I am apparently the only of my kind, but not the only Elf-- though apparently the only one in months before I and this 'Dark Elf'. I am unsure if I wish to leave here. It's a place without ties to home, I can just start again. Will it bring me happiness? I don't know."
"It has been a few days since I last wrote. I have met many people, most are fine with me, others are quite racist to me- which is fine, not like I'm not used to it or not a bit racist myself. One of the first people I spoke to at length with is named 'Naoto'. An extremely young human woman who has a daughter back home-- I pray for her safe return to her home. Other than that, I have come to know, and spent a lot of time with two humans named Braxton, and Boon. Brax is a mercenary, though he seems to have his heart in the right place. Boon, is... I am almost unsure at this time. Many things it seems. He seems to always come my way to chat when I loom around the top of the roof of this compound. He's quite enjoyable to chat with, and has been here in this 'Multiverse' a long time too. So many of my questions are quickly answered with detail, thankfully"
"It has only been a day since I last wrote. I've realized I click quite well with Boon. He is the first person I can call a true friend here. He's told me a lot about himself, and I imagine I'll learn more. He... I pray no one reads this, as I rather him not yell at me for this. He briefly wept in my arms over his deceased wife. It reminded me quite a lot of myself. The talk of family, loss, all that. I am glad I could offer him the comfort of a friend he could discuss such manners with."
"Boon and I have begun to-- see each other! Yes! We've known each other for some time, and he made it quite obvious his feelings for me. I must admit, I have really enjoyed our time together. The hour long talks that feel like days. It brings me joy to be here and spend all this time with him. Now it's bloomed into something more. I hope we can heal each other's hearts."
"Yet again, I lost track and stopped writing. I believe it's been two or three months, perhaps more since my last entry. Time has even skipped twenty two or four years- I forget. I have married Boon, someone I truly love and that has brought me happiness beyond measure. Yet-- As I write this my face is stained with tears and I feel the world around me is crumbling. I spoke to one of my very close friends, Soz. She is suffering from some sort of parasite, yet keeps strong and I have made my goal to save her from death. I have failed, and only brought her death. The parasite began to take over her mortal shell, and I kept my promise of never letting it do that by ending her life. I held her, my best friend in my arms like a baby, head cupped and close to my chest as my sword rammed through the bottom of her jaw, then out the top of her skull. It pains me to think about. I told her I am sorry, and that I love you. A few days prior we spoke and I remember saying- 'I have everything I want in life, I am finally happy again. I can only crumble down from here'. It's just been one issue after another since we came this jungle. I feel nothing but guilt, pain and sorrow that I could not help her. I promised as she died, that I will name my next child after her- should I have any. I am thankful I have Boon right now, but I refuse to let him see me in this weakened state. It will only cause him pain.
I just want to be happy."
Relationships
Romantic Interest | Platonic Love | Close Friend | Friend | Liked | Neutral | Disliked | Hated
Boon Burner
I don't think I really need to say much here do I? You are likely the only one reading this. If I am gone, stay strong for me. Don't break down, don't become who you used to be. Be how you are now for me. I love you.
Soz
You are my best friend and like a sister to me. I am sorry I couldn't keep my promise to you... I tried my best, it wasn't good enough. I will never forget you no matter how many decades or centuries more I live. You were family to me, and I had to end your suffering. I haven't cried this much in a long time, I don't think I'll be the same. If I have another child, they will hold your name.
Braxton
If you are reading this I may be dead or robbed. You are a good friend, please keep Boon and Naoto safe. You're a strong person and I care deeply for you, despite how much I may joke.
Pia
One of the most pure souls in this place. Though he may be a little naïve, I believe enough people with at least half decent hearts surround him to prevent him from having a dark mind set. Hopefully he gets out of this place, he's one of the few that wants it and deserves it.
Lo'Armistead
A man who died, and came back to us just the same. If only others who have met his fate in life were so lucky. By some miracle an Inkling named Beak managed to bring him back by some unknown force. Lo' treats two of the Inklings here like his own children, and it's quite wholesome to witness. He's always trying to help this group. I wept briefly when I received a letter he wrote incase of his death. If you are reading this, please seek him out if you are having any trouble. If I pass and you are reading this before Boon, keep him safe for me.
DEFENDER
It's hard to think of the right words to write here, but I hope you return to your home. When I first met you, you were quite bitter about being here. It's only grown far worse since being here. I can't blame you in the least. Hopefully it all works out for you. If you are reading this, I am likely dead, do your best to keep your spirits up.
Samantha
I can't say I know a lot about you, but I know you're not an idiot. You're probably more wise than most with the way you stick to yourself. The few conversations we've had were pleasant enough, just stay safe and find something that makes you happy.
Hybrid
I am not too familiar with the human concept of aliens from other worlds. Most seem fine enough, though I can understand the dislike given many of their looks. Hybrid is quite alright, loyal to the group and will die for it. A good friend to have in a fight.
JENA
Jena a strange blocky looking woman, much like the Auditor BETA who has now since passed. Jena is overly emotional, their moods easily shifting. Though most days they are happy and carefree, thankfully. She's strange, and has me lost for words on how to judge them. I hope nothing bad happens to them.
Appearance:
Hair: Red
Skin: White
Eyes: Gold
Height: 5'11"
Weight: "Don't ask me, but I am light."
Minor Features: Pointy ears, extremely long eyebrows.
Psychology & Health:
Mental State: "I am... heart broken."
Alignment: Chaotic Good
Positive Traits: Loyal, caring, faithful.
Negative Traits: Extremely stubborn.
A journal with various notes written in Common about people Aurolonis has met, and events within their time in the multiverse. Along with several entries from before arriving here.
"My name is at the time of writing is, Aurolonis Crimsonlove. Born Aurolonis Phoenixwalker, I am the first daughter to my mother Zyasendra, and my father Vy'theas. They have two children, myself and my younger sister Raline. Raline and myself have not spoken in some years for various reasons that I will not detail in this journal for now. Despite everything, I deeply love you and miss you, I hope if I have passed, we have grown close once more. If not, I love you, and I am sorry for everything, my beloved sister."
"Crimsonlove is the surname of my now deceased husband. Long before his death, we brought upon this world four beautiful children. Three boys and one daughter. My twin boys are... Gone, passed with their father when our nation was attacked. Nothing seems to fill the void in my heart with their passing. I admittedly, can not look at my remaining children the same. Their precious faces bring me to tears with all the memories that rush to the surface. I wish I had died instead."
"I had stopped writing here for a long time, as I imagine I will do again. My daughter had a daughter of her own, for the first time in who knows how long, I smiled and wept out of joy, not sorrow. My granddaughter's name is Alamnia. I hope I can be there for her, but... I know this likely won't be the case with my mental state. I am more likely to drink myself to death or die in a battle."
"At the time of writing, it has been yet again, a long time since writing here. I have awoken in a strange land, one not of my world. I am writing this several days after understanding my situation. I believe it to be the first of June(?). It is truly unknown to me. I have met a few people, and other races. Many are normal, some are unhinged and violent. Nothing I'm not used to. I've made a few 'friends', I suppose, with the humans around here. I am apparently the only of my kind, but not the only Elf-- though apparently the only one in months before I and this 'Dark Elf'. I am unsure if I wish to leave here. It's a place without ties to home, I can just start again. Will it bring me happiness? I don't know."
"It has been a few days since I last wrote. I have met many people, most are fine with me, others are quite racist to me- which is fine, not like I'm not used to it or not a bit racist myself. One of the first people I spoke to at length with is named 'Naoto'. An extremely young human woman who has a daughter back home-- I pray for her safe return to her home. Other than that, I have come to know, and spent a lot of time with two humans named Braxton, and Boon. Brax is a mercenary, though he seems to have his heart in the right place. Boon, is... I am almost unsure at this time. Many things it seems. He seems to always come my way to chat when I loom around the top of the roof of this compound. He's quite enjoyable to chat with, and has been here in this 'Multiverse' a long time too. So many of my questions are quickly answered with detail, thankfully"
"It has only been a day since I last wrote. I've realized I click quite well with Boon. He is the first person I can call a true friend here. He's told me a lot about himself, and I imagine I'll learn more. He... I pray no one reads this, as I rather him not yell at me for this. He briefly wept in my arms over his deceased wife. It reminded me quite a lot of myself. The talk of family, loss, all that. I am glad I could offer him the comfort of a friend he could discuss such manners with."
"Boon and I have begun to-- see each other! Yes! We've known each other for some time, and he made it quite obvious his feelings for me. I must admit, I have really enjoyed our time together. The hour long talks that feel like days. It brings me joy to be here and spend all this time with him. Now it's bloomed into something more. I hope we can heal each other's hearts."
"Yet again, I lost track and stopped writing. I believe it's been two or three months, perhaps more since my last entry. Time has even skipped twenty two or four years- I forget. I have married Boon, someone I truly love and that has brought me happiness beyond measure. Yet-- As I write this my face is stained with tears and I feel the world around me is crumbling. I spoke to one of my very close friends, Soz. She is suffering from some sort of parasite, yet keeps strong and I have made my goal to save her from death. I have failed, and only brought her death. The parasite began to take over her mortal shell, and I kept my promise of never letting it do that by ending her life. I held her, my best friend in my arms like a baby, head cupped and close to my chest as my sword rammed through the bottom of her jaw, then out the top of her skull. It pains me to think about. I told her I am sorry, and that I love you. A few days prior we spoke and I remember saying- 'I have everything I want in life, I am finally happy again. I can only crumble down from here'. It's just been one issue after another since we came this jungle. I feel nothing but guilt, pain and sorrow that I could not help her. I promised as she died, that I will name my next child after her- should I have any. I am thankful I have Boon right now, but I refuse to let him see me in this weakened state. It will only cause him pain.
I just want to be happy."
Relationships
Romantic Interest | Platonic Love | Close Friend | Friend | Liked | Neutral | Disliked | Hated
Boon Burner
I don't think I really need to say much here do I? You are likely the only one reading this. If I am gone, stay strong for me. Don't break down, don't become who you used to be. Be how you are now for me. I love you.
Soz
You are my best friend and like a sister to me. I am sorry I couldn't keep my promise to you... I tried my best, it wasn't good enough. I will never forget you no matter how many decades or centuries more I live. You were family to me, and I had to end your suffering. I haven't cried this much in a long time, I don't think I'll be the same. If I have another child, they will hold your name.
Braxton
If you are reading this I may be dead or robbed. You are a good friend, please keep Boon and Naoto safe. You're a strong person and I care deeply for you, despite how much I may joke.
Pia
One of the most pure souls in this place. Though he may be a little naïve, I believe enough people with at least half decent hearts surround him to prevent him from having a dark mind set. Hopefully he gets out of this place, he's one of the few that wants it and deserves it.
Lo'Armistead
A man who died, and came back to us just the same. If only others who have met his fate in life were so lucky. By some miracle an Inkling named Beak managed to bring him back by some unknown force. Lo' treats two of the Inklings here like his own children, and it's quite wholesome to witness. He's always trying to help this group. I wept briefly when I received a letter he wrote incase of his death. If you are reading this, please seek him out if you are having any trouble. If I pass and you are reading this before Boon, keep him safe for me.
DEFENDER
It's hard to think of the right words to write here, but I hope you return to your home. When I first met you, you were quite bitter about being here. It's only grown far worse since being here. I can't blame you in the least. Hopefully it all works out for you. If you are reading this, I am likely dead, do your best to keep your spirits up.
Samantha
I can't say I know a lot about you, but I know you're not an idiot. You're probably more wise than most with the way you stick to yourself. The few conversations we've had were pleasant enough, just stay safe and find something that makes you happy.
Hybrid
I am not too familiar with the human concept of aliens from other worlds. Most seem fine enough, though I can understand the dislike given many of their looks. Hybrid is quite alright, loyal to the group and will die for it. A good friend to have in a fight.
JENA
Jena a strange blocky looking woman, much like the Auditor BETA who has now since passed. Jena is overly emotional, their moods easily shifting. Though most days they are happy and carefree, thankfully. She's strange, and has me lost for words on how to judge them. I hope nothing bad happens to them.
